I’m not blogging anymore. It’s been a week since I really sat down to write anything; the longest I’ve gone since I started sharing my randomness. I’ve hardly even logged in to view other people’s writings or show any sort of interest in the process at all. I should really just set the virtual pen down and move on with my life.
I am so irrational.
I’m a habitual quitter. I wish I knew how to flip the switch that urges me to quit; I do not want to quit – but here I have this Negative Nancy chirping in my ear (N.N. is a bitchy bird) telling me – just be done. I’ve had a completely logical reason for not writing or reading; I should not feel guilty or sorry. Sometimes, when you feel like you’re going to toss cookies for a week straight – sleep is just more important.
Irrationality #327 : Stop doing what you love, because you were sick for a week.
But, that’s not all…
Additionally, I’ve been avoiding WordPress like the plague since I started feeling better Sunday night.
Why? I just want to know why…
I know deep down that I’ve found something that I truly enjoy and that’s precisely the reason I am sitting here writing currently. There were many hobbies started over the years that did not survive the irrational thoughts.
I can literally feel the burden lifting as each word gets added. I let burdens weigh me down when the solution to lifting them is more often than not, effortless.
Old habits die hard, but I’m over these burdens. I’m over quitting. I’m over being irrational.
Back at it…